Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I know im not wanted by SH anymore.. must this truth really hurt me so much? why am I being tortured once more? right after I regained my mood? WHY!?!?!?!?!
All my friends are telling me.. It's very hard for Si Hwee to forgive me. WHY DON'T THEY TELL ME STRAIGHT THAT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!? I am really remorseful. My heart and my head hurt.. I don't want to think about it anymore.
Si Hwee why do this? we both know, if we really want to be together forever, we must overcome this. We will love each other more, if only you are willing to give me a second chance. I know where my mistake lies.
Today, a first person rejected my apology. I was too confident, my heart really bleeds.
Why am I not given a second chance..? I only want to make up for my mistakes. Si Hwee, I am waiting for end of Os, when I, in all my dreams and wishes, see us talking to each other in peace. Can you really let me go like this? zzz really pls let me explain.. Too many guys in ur life, including me, have hurt you. I really didn't mean it. I just hope to explain to you when you have cooled down, I promise you a satisfactory explanation. Don't tell me that I don't need to explain anything to you, it will hurt me more.
It was a very good day, I finally realised who was the true friend by me. Upon reaching home, this bare truth had to appear in front of me.
den i tink u shld leave us all alone..
esp si hwee
so if she doesn wan to hav ath gt to do wth u animre
den u shld juz leav her alone
is there really no more chance between us? I just want to be the guy who loves you most..
7:27 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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