I'll - leads to words of mine. "I" means myself as an individual, I am important, thus I is capitalised.
Love - leads to posts. "Love" in actual fact is just a word, it does not exist in RL =x.
you - leads to links. *YOU* have appeared in my life =)
Forever - leads to tagboard. What really is 'forever'?
Promises - leads to my profile. "Promises" exist to be cherished and believed.
Friday, May 26, 2006
had meet-the-parents session today.
dio kbkp by my dad. at least better.. now my teachers understand why im so upset with going to sch though i do like it.
whether or not people ask me to, i still will study, but now.. got fucked up restrictions. i dont like it, though for my own future i still will study. if my dad, or my teachers are reading this. pls understand that i hate it __
really unhappy now.. im weird to Wen today. but she doesnt understand that, im already missing her. it will be 2-3 full days.. if inclusive of tonight -- 4 days, that i will be without her, unless she calls me of course. i know whats going to happen, i know who im falling in love with.. perhaps already fallen for?
Yue Ding kept replaying in my mind.. Xing Fu de Yue Ding.. =/
i trust her. i know she wouldnt cheat on me for this mere 3 days.
but im pretty upset though i didnt say it. pretty upset that she couldnt accompany me for my birthday. it was such an important day to me.. i really never valued my birthday till such lengths before. i dont blame her, but i wonder, how will my next birthday be.
4:41 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
Thursday, May 25, 2006
it is my birthday today, and this birthday is very different from past years..
this one year, my life has great changes, and i've let too many people down.. now that i have Wen.. i won't let her down le.. i almost did.. for not trusting her.. but come to think of it.. deep down in my heart.. nothing was too much that i had to be affected over it..
look at the time its being blogged lol. 2.25 -.- i think if 5.25.. it would be nicer? lolx.
Academically, i have let myself down.
Maple-wise, im still lower lvl than alot of people -.- and i was same batch as Ossaris de.. -.-
Relationship-wise.. i'll try my best to maintain that 'never-ending fairytale'.
friendship-wise, thanks Leroy and Alex for accompanying me through my journeys. thanks Jing Wei for being there when im upset.. and too many more to be named.. like my classmates.
i hated that class -.- today i had a birthday bash too. lols. by 5A1 and 5A2.. interesting though.. im not aching anymore.
Wen if you are reading this, believe me =) because i believe you too.. we can work out a healthy relationship together.
2:25 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
Sunday, May 14, 2006
yesterday was wonderful(12th May and 13th May).
I've got babywenn..
i've also proposed to her on maple..
what's past is past. thus.. for the missing one month.. i will not account for anything that happened to me.
This babywenn is from my primary sch, Ai Tong. i suddenly feel very proud of my primary school, because i know that my primary school nurtures potential and discipline in everyone.
almost everyone from that school will release their potential, and become a talent in any aspect.
In life, there are ups and downs, pros and cons. In life, there is also hypocrites and liars. but now.. i only have one wish and one goal to work for.. i just want to settle down properly... i just want to do what i can.. for close to one year now, i have been a very unhappy person. my only happiness are from my best friends. Having people to respect my Maple, having people to respect my damage in Maple.. having people to idolise me, trust me, and have faith in my trading-ethnics (of mesos for cash), is not what i really want. sitting in front of the computer all day long, is neither what i want.
it is just so difficult, why are there people out there trying to disturb me, especially rumour-mongers.. what does she gain from spreading tales about me? if we went each other's way.. why does it still happen..? zz
dam pissed and upset with what happened during the 'climax' of my day. i know what and i know who i want, and i beseech people to stop disturbing me! 'its over.. '<< i wasnt the one who said it back then.
i just hope.. that its a misunderstanding involved. i rather use my mouth to settle everything, its my best weapon.
(sorry for making this post such an unpleasant one.. not in a very good mood)
12:27 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
Friday, May 12, 2006
7:22 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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I wish for a better tomorrow!
I wish for peace.