Wednesday, October 26, 2005
right now.. upset..
mood : down
emotions : empty
i miss Si hwee!! i must hold on.. but at least i know.. she knows my feelings deep down.. i know she hate me.. but i cant give up..
today physics class.. i dun really understand zz.. spend alot of time in school, sleeping.. i need to catch up on my work! i realise now.. that im quite dependent on her.. somethings which is regard to my future.. i still dunno what to choose.. really need her by me after her Os..
yet to exercise today.. yet to write the letter.. im afraid to send it too..
now shld i sms Si Hwee to tell her good night and good luck? T_T
now.. almost everyone knows my identity.. i have the feeling that i just lost alot of friends.. hope they can accept my apology.. i dun wish to lose friends like them.. even though we never were friends.. i like people like them..
why am i in this lousy sch!??! gotta write letter to principal.. my sch sux!!
people destroy sch reputation.. only 1 stroke of cane? WDF
9:51 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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