Wednesday, November 30, 2005
4 months ago.. this time.. almost exactly this time? since blogger cannot change time now.. the time is 10:34 PM..
same chair.. same computer.. same position.. same room.. same song..
my feelings for SH started to grow.. started to increase.. she started pouring her feelings to me.. i recall that day.. she was crying.. that day was also supposed to be the day i stop MS..
4 months later, today, now, my first step for fading of feelings for SH, starts.. 4 months ago I was still so childish.. so helpless.. Ying Xin was probably the only one.. who saw me through the change of my psychology and mental mind.. The difference in me is very big.. lol..
within 4 months.. I had a new good friend, and lost a very good one too.. learnt more about things i was so curious about.. something i want to understand.. wanted to have.. but now i rather it all did not happen.. haha.. today MS.. lvled agn.. 74 le.. not happy.. if only time can change back to when I was lvl 65..
i know you read my blog.. just admit.. time is ticking by.. it will be too late if you dont tell me what you really want.. NOW
6:35 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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