Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Ying Xin once said : Love is not what I think it is.. Its not easy.. yet its not hard.. it brings out the happiest feelings ever.. yet the greatest hurt.. love is complicated..
Si Hwee just scolded me.. She is bend on getting me out of her life.. I am very hurt.. but one thing is.. I am less hurt compared to previous times.. Because if it was previously.. I would be shaking in agony now..
im so hurt.. but who do i have to confide in? everyone's busy except me..
but i know.. its not my feelings for her fade.. its just that i am used to being hurt like this le..
every single day.. SH hates me more.. its really hate lor.. headache now.. its right of her to say I think of Love everyday.. really very useless..
i still got chance mah? today the first time i thinking.. maybe the letter dun need give le..
9:31 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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