Saturday, November 26, 2005
SH i din know u would read my blog.. much as i wished u would read and understand me.. but on the other hand.. it is quite disturbing.. i can no longer pour my inner feelings into this blog.. i dont even have the freedom to write what i really want mah? i do need someone to talk to also.. you want to be the one? i wont have to blog anymore if thats the case..
well u dun want me blog abt u.. ok i dun blog abt u today.. but did u know i cried earlier? did u know how painful it was? i missed you so badly but i cant even voice out.. i thought i have already gotten over u.. but i just cant do it.. i just cant.. im not a guy with much tears.. but this is the 4th time i cried bitterly after I shouted at u..
you keep throwing snide remarks at me.. i am a guy.. i have my pride also.. why do you try to hurt me? dun u understand how i feel? things between us.. are very difficult to describe.. very difficult for me to explain to u now.. u will regret hurting me.. cause it might really result in an end of friendship.. its not worth it ok? to lose a friend over relationship.. pls think through..
7:25 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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