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Monday, November 07, 2005
Earlier on today.. played maple.. wished so much i can just send her a "good luck" msg.. sigh..
went out with my classmates de buddies.. Eugene and Mu Quan.. went to watch movie.. bought tickets le.. den i hungry.. they accompanied me, but didnt eat.. i ate mixed rice.. the food yuck..!! Sotong, Tofu, Chicken, rice.. guess price? $5.20.. and the food beri sux >.<
After that went to watch show lor.. DOOM.. haha.. lame show.. its abit like the residential evil, house of the dead, CS.. quite lame.. din really enjoy it that much.. cinema dam cold.. when i in cinema.. i will think of the movie The Myth and i will think of The Maid.. and i will eventually think of _ _ _ _ _ _ ..
after the movie.. went separate ways.. Mu Quan took 88 from j8 MRT.. Eugene took MRT.. as for me.. i could have gone to interchange // catholic high.. i walked to cath high.. heartache.. sim tiah.. xin tong.. really very pain.. because i think of Si Hwee.. i think of some stuff which i cant fathom.. need her answers.. think of stuff which i couldnt accept.. wondering if i can accept in future.. or at least have the chance to.. now typing all these.. my heart pain agn..
i thought of something else.. to add to my "Defination of True Love Chronicles" : True love does not accept things immediately, the individual will mind and bother about certain things.. but will learn to accept them slowly.. that is true love.. u cant expect people to accept things they cant accept immediately..
came home.. maple agn.. sian sia.. but at least.. Wen wen promised to hunt taurospear with me tmr xD.. hope can get gd items.. den perhaps i can sell for SGD.. =) at least now.. maple got abit of meaning for me tmr.. ^^
i think very soon.. i need to tell someone.. that i cannot love another.. because my heart got Si Hwee.. even if dun have.. i think i will not find other girls bah.. dun wanna reject anyone.. i dun want retribution.. dun want SH to reject me.. cant afford to let her reject me.. cause i really learnt my lesson mah..
thanks Angeline jie for sending me the KISS MTV, people who want to cry, but have been unable to.. msg me on MSN.. i send u this MV.. i dun dare guarantee.. but 70% ppl will cry.. 2 yrs ago before i dropped stream.. i watched that after my exams.. i cried.. 2 yrs later.. i watched twice.. cried twice =X im a cry baby oO
must remember to wish Ying Xin good luck for her English.. felt bad not wishing her today.. dun she doesnt need my wishes and blessings..
-wishing for a better tomorrow.. i hope you will forgive me.. my heart has a home.. built for u.. come back to my heart..-
11:14 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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