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Thursday, November 10, 2005
28 hours ago from now.. i read everything i had in my comp ; regarding SH.. i miss her so badly.. i think it was then that i started breathing very hard.. i hated myself.. the things i said.. the harshness.. and in MSN conversations, my lack of concern and feeling.. i cried again.. was quite agitated
im now ill.. i think so.. just now went out with Leroy, Alex, Jesslyn.. saw someone who looked like Si Hwee.. backview.. i breathed hard again.. whenever i imagine im talking to Si Hwee.. asking her to forgive me.. or whenever she appears in my mind.. i will breathe very hard.. quite suffocating..
Today ar.. quite interesting.. heard the Examination Hall for the 'O' levels English, was too bright.. Janice asked for the increase of resistance, to dim down the lights =x end up power failure.. wahaha.. they were given 15 mins more...
T_T im now a MARS chocolate freak.. eat 1 a day.. =x wanted to eat 2.. but too heaty.. i eat chocolate to make myself happy.. Si Hwee also said.. it was worth getting fat over chocolates.. it seemed that MARS was her favourite..
Today i also went to play lan.. with Leroy and Alex.. 1 yr since i last played.. but 1 yr ago i only play for like 4-5 mins? oO.. in actual terms.. 2 yrs never play le.. haha.. still can frag.. but very lousy.. then watched alot of people at RAIDERS.. those playing maple.. not higher lvl than me =x i din dare log on.. fear of keyloggers.. my acnt worth alot of SGD$$ NEH! but i saw a cleric.. cant see level.. partied with a warrior who hits 4.2k max.. somewhere there bah.. killing cerebes.. the cleric had 1.2k hp o.O using emergency rescue tube.. not bad.. quite smart.. i wish i can do more dmg.. and have a proper cleric by me.. that cleric seemed to be 70 or 80.. couldnt see first digit..
just now play cs.. kept changing the server nick.. the guy come and lao lan.. i think he smacked Leroy.. he think everyone small kid bah.. if Jer did stand up.. i think he sure run away.. stupid xialan fatty..
on my way home... talked to Angeline on phone.. she said many things which made me think.. Si Hwee and i din have a strong foundation to rely on.. how did i expect to make her my stead in such a short while.. T_T i miss Si Hwee!!
a while ago.. was hunting lucidas.. i did my lvl 70 job advancement test part 1 le.. grats to me =) he only got to summon 4 tauromacis.. but they no sweat.. he does me 700 dmg when my power guard on.. and i return 170+.. so total he hits 870 o.O pain T_T hmm.. 170 is not 40% of 870! CHEATER! his magic attack painful.. 1.4k+
anyway pro me got through it of coz xD went back to ossy.. and as i said.. hunted lucida.. 3 and a half hours.. no joke leh.. not even a green morrican dropped.. not that i wished for lvl 20 green morrican gloves la.. but why didnt an eq drop.. i want my kandine T_T 40m.. share with my cleric.. 20m each.. i also song.. haix.. but now.. wasted.. but i got my level.. 3 and a half hrs.. i was 92.9%+ then i lvled.. thats 7%.. and i got 13.9% left now.. so its 21% T_T sigh.. yuck.. 6% an hr..
now ar.. i going slp le.. tata.. sleepy la.. 7-11 le leh.. nite all.. i hope i can dream of SH o.O
7:01 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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