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Monday, November 28, 2005
haix.. i dun really feel at ease to blog all that i want to.. yeah.. the reason is obvious.. in the past i wanted her to read.. now i dun think i want after all..
heh! Maple de store permit.. dam useful.. earned alot alot of millions from there le.. junks which i wanted to sell to NPC... i got them sold for alot more $!
a few days ago.. probably the night my friends ton at my house.. i got this thinking.. i dont really trust whatever they say.. Are people borned to be suspicious of their surroundings? guess what? I just called Leroy.. and he seemed pissed.. i wonder why.. i was about to ask if it was appropriate for me to go back there.. anyway.. yeah.. my blog abt today =D
today on Maple, i knew someone new.. she had this Maple Dear.. then they met up.. then she started feeling insecure.. using vulgarities at that guy.. feeling that he minded how she looked like.. reminds me of myself.. in a sense she and I are very alike.. shes 18.. im 16.. but i consoled her like nobody's business.. every thing i said.. seem to make sense.. i can foresee what she planned to do.. or what she doing.. like when she seemed to be afk.. i told her "dun keep looking at those screenshots".. also knew how she felt.. its great hurt..
ya.. i got scolded by *ahem* again today.. cant exactly blame her.. not really angry with her behaviour..
I am back in Victoria in maple.. after that i went to on the heater.. i lied on my bed.. i was looking at the window.. i was pretending to sleep.. to see if my maid got common sense to wake me up.. since she knew i was going to a BBQ.. i looked at the window.. from navy blue sky.. i closed my eyes.. opened them again.. it was dark le >.< serious.. it was just like a blink of eye.. fun leh.. i want to experience it again.. really seemed like one blink.. when i opened my eyes and saw the dark sky.. i remembered exactly how the navy blue sky looked like.. as if it happened 1 sec ago..
the BBQ was very very fun.. first they made me surrender my handphone, wallet, spects.. then they threw me in the pool.. i enjoyed it.. so many years never swim.. so i played with the water.. pretended that i din know how to swim =x and Jerald threw the float into the pool.. WHAHAHAHA.. played in the pool.. was lots of fun.. then they all tried to pull down my pants -.- i got choked on the water and such.. and i protected my pants =) yea it was really really very fun.. then the stupid security guard.. kept coming and dampening our spirits.. :S speaking of spirits.. Tim told us ghost stories after the swim and the BBQ.. even right now blogging abt this.. im quite.. scared =x my balcony just behind me.. and its opened.. yea the wind.. and such.. makes my hair stand.. well.. heard they gonna disturb the guard soon =x listening to their ideas made it so funny.. Yan Yin even suggested pretending to be a ghost.. and Tim was saying.. let the hair fall on YY's face.. then walk pass the guard house.. when the guard is aware of the "spirit".. YY will turn and face him slowly.. then behind sound effect Jerald will laugh =x sry sound effect i add on one.. HAHA.. well the idea is there... so funny..
after the swim.. it was late.. had nth much for me to eat.. i ate alot of sambal fishes..perhaps more than 10.. and 2 chicken wings.. very very burnt though >.< yea.. but the meat was delicious.. of course i peeled off the skin.. burnt mah.. then i ate alot of satays also.. YY's satays.. the one she BBQed.. was crispy -.- i wonder now how many of them were burnt =P but i think it should have been fine..
went to up to Jerald's house.. played one round of UNO.. then cut cake.. marvellously delicious Swensens Ice-cream cake.. DAM DELICIOUS =D! 3 SLICES! I ATE 3.. wahaha.. very very delicious.. but.. enough for me.. from all that screaming and shouting in the pool, to so many sambal fishes, and 3 slices of ice-cream cakes.. it will be miraculous if i dun have a sore throat tmr.. well my throat seems rather fine now.. might get a slight sore throat.. will try to prevent that to prove that miracles do happen =x after that.. i went off.. i wanted to come home to blog mah.. and check on MS awhile.. they wanted me to ton there.. maybe thats why Leroy was pissed.. but Roy isnt the type who gets pissed -.-
btw.. I was thinking about one particular sms SH sent me before.. i went to number 10 in my inbox.. and =D thats the very sms i was thinking about.. i looked at inbox msg 9 and 11.. i realised.. 2 things.. 2 very very core things which affected my relationship with her.. yes.. I will try to win her back.. i must.. she is my everything.. hope i got a chance to attempt to win her back.. got so much to tell her.. now that i know what we both lacked most.. it is a step closer to winning her back.. =)
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