Friday, December 09, 2005
this post today.. should be dedicated to Miss Yeo Si Hwee..
early this morning.. i smsed Si Hwee.. asked her.. if she was still interested in being together with me.. explained as much as i could to her.. 18 smses total.. i really loved her so much.. my feelings for her never changed at all.. i still loved her as much..
Si Hwee.. i know we loved each other.. there are too many misunderstandings.. all of which.. i can explain to u and clear ur doubts.. 1 year commitment.. is 1 year commitment.. i am shameless.. but during this period of time.. if u ever want to get back to me.. i will still accept you.. i have trust in u.. and i trust that.. ur decision of not having me back.. is a right choice.. all i really wish now.. is for you to be happy.. you will always be on my mind.. its time to let u go though..
i will try to forget as much as i can about you.. i dunno how well i will be without you.. but no choice.. i have to let go.. u got a boyfriend too soon.. i only hope he will treat u.. as well as i do? hopefully better.. im contented that my wish got fulfilled before.. i am eventually the guy who loves you most.. loves you most.. loves you most.. loves you most..
will blog the rest tomorrow.. after i move house.. now must shut down comp.. to move the comp over T_T
5:26 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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