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Sunday, December 25, 2005
haix it really hurts..
my only christmas wish, is a call from you..
today someone said something.. made me more pissed than sad. spoilt and ruined my whole christmas.. this christmas shld be my worst.. but i had a good time yesterday.. with Josephine =)
thanks Josephine for asking me out.. i din regret..
we both went to church together.. on the journey there.. she was very quiet.. then we reached Tanah Merah interchange.. lol.. the Terace houses there looked good.. so i joked with her.. 'nxt time we get married.. we stay here.. ok? but got some problem.. very bu fang bian for our kids to go to school'
haha.. she went Diao~! we went to EXPO.. city harvest mah.. her friends were there.. the queue quite long.. then got one bogei(no tooth) fatty =x very noisy one.. Usher closing the erm.. gate of some sort la.. then her friends come.. she shout to the usher.. 'my fren my fren! our fren our fren' -.-" dam dam noisy..
Josephine and I went to BK to buy food.. got 2 small kids tag along haha.. then i also bought my food.. Jos was so sweet.. ^^
when we got back.. the darn fatty still kbkp.. i whispered to Jos.. "that dua......" then she laugh at me.. say i evil... lol.. but really mah.. that dua pui so noisy one -.-
then we got in.. the guy say cannot bring food in.. so either eat now.. or throw.. Christmas Eve.. people talk about wasting food.. OMG NOW THEN I REALISED! I SHOULD HAVE JACKED HIM YESTERDAY! LOL CHRISTIANS SUGGESTING WASTING FOOD..
we got in.. had seats.. Josephine smuggled her food in.. -.- i smuggled mine also. Jos' friend.. Jermaine helped me smuggle lol.. then SL called me.. went to meet him.. haha.. i did have fun already le.. but i was sleepy.. i slept at 9:42-9:50 AM.. -.- SL told me he wanted to eat.. so i brought my food out too.. Oh.. SL also brought me to find his cellgroup friends.. Debra and the others.. Debra still very chio orhx =D Jos called my hp when i entered the toilet -.-" thats a little embarrassing.. i went out and picked the phone.. she told me the seats were.. taken le.. 2 seats lost.. she was supposed to take the whole row de.. reserve for her cellgroup friends.. my fault =x i apologised to her lor.. she told me to faster go back.. so i bid SL bb.. and went back in..
i told Josephine i was tired.. and i might sleep if they preached.. that cute girl told me not to.. saying it will throw her face!! LOL.. ya in the end i didnt.. CHC service was still the same.. first 30 mins, music, singing and dancing.. this one really fun sia.. like go concert like that.. its worth going to CHC for that.. then this week special.. Christmas mah.. so got the Christmas drama.. dam gd.. love it.. really nice.. and funny also.. got one part.. they used the chicken little tune.. and added their own lyrics.. they also had another chinese song, changed the lyrics also.. really dam cute.. about king herold and the 3 wisemen de~!! i mean king herold and 3 wisemen sung.. lyrics was about Jesus..
then after that.. got one part.. about another family.. dam touching.. they were about to break le.. married couple.. the guy was a workaholic.. dun care abt family.. the wife got hurt.. and then finally.. the wife initiated break-up.. the husband told her.. "i am sorry i took you for granted, these 16 years, you have been living in misery, i am sorry i did not make u happy.. 16 yrs ago.. i promised u that i will love u forever.. but i did not keep my word.. now.. if i still have a chance.. i would still choose you!!" i really cried lor.. tears kept dropping.. so touching.. still feel like crying now that i rmb the show..
then after that they preached.. i did not sleep leh =x ^^ (now 1.21am.. went out for a chat with Roy and Alex) then 6:30.. the service was over le.. i went to look for Eugene.. also paiseh mah.. 1 whole cellgroup there.. i tag along.. cant be.. i dun mind if first time.. with SL cellgrp.. i still feel.. if i am in a cellgrp.. i shld be in SL's..
after that.. we went carnival.. i was with Josephine the whole time.. only occasionally go find SL.. got once Josephine make me sad nia.. zz.. nvm i forgive her.. but seriously.. i din think i enjoyed myself.. kept thinking.. if i WERE(no typo error here) with SH.. i would be happier.. but now come to think of it.. i really enjoyed myself yesterday.. thanks alot Josephine!! i went with rides with her also.. really enjoyed..
then.. stayed there till 10++ then went to MRT station le.. took train to changi :o (changi agn xD) then.. oh.. btw.. Josephine's cellgrp got one girl.. 18 yrs old de!! DAm CHIO LEH! =X her name is Jasmine, Shi Jia.. really chiobu.. the kind of chioness no one will guess.. then.. Jasmine, Josephine, and 2 other people, Helen and another guy.. and me of coz.. took a bus from Changi.. the 3 of them lived in Yishun.. so they took 858.. while Josephine and I took 53 to Bishan.. haha alone with her le finally.. got off at the stop at Roy's house.. and walked to Kopitiam.. halfway there.. she sore throat le mah.. from all that screaming at the carnival.. i bought strepsils for her.. then go buy food... ate with her.. i had a meal with her leh.. i din even have a meal with SH.. not even seeing her eat.. then.. i saw Josephine back after that.. to her doorstep.. her very doorstep.. even though she said later her father see le.. will be very mafan.. but i promised Jasmine and Helen that i will see Jos to her doorstep mah xD im so responsible.. after that I took a bus back.. nightbus nia.. to my house.. and i reached home le =) i think.. i sort of treated Josephine as my stead for 1 day..
go back le.. still can talk to SH.. through her brother's acnt.. i was quite happy even though she called me boliao.. maybe from this i got the wrong msg.. but im very tired le.. im really very tired..
even though now Xmas is over.. i wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year =D
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