Monday, December 19, 2005
Firstly, let me write here : HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS =x
(even though i know Iris wont read my blog)
today went to take results.. starting.. the stupid talk.. very waste time.. i was very excited earlier la.. friends all there.. haha.. felt happy and warm.. it could have been my last time seeing these people.. but hey.. lots of us passed.. in my class, unfortunately, 5 failed.. =(
Nadiah(a close classmate of mine), top student ^^ thats good xD.. grats Nadiah.. with 5 distinctions..
anyway i didnt do that badly la.. 3 distinctions also.. xD sounds good right? 3 A2s -.- so its 6 points.. not good le =(
went back home.. din go Thomson Plaza, cause my pants, had a small hole >.< still embarrassing la.. sigh.. i felt so different.. back in Thomson View, its like.. going home was supposed to be very welcoming.. i could have sat by the swimming pool.. or in the air-conditioned room.. could be at my balcony enjoying the scenary.. all these, HDB dun have =(
i also didnt dare to on my speaker to the loudest.. even my room can hear.. let alone neighbours.. so many things.. i must learn to live with everything.. how can sia..
evening time.. went to play pool with friends.. haha.. pool again -.- alot of friends passed mah.. they all happy lor..
i am very motivated to study.. maybe its because.. of her? i recall the times.. i said.. i stop maple.. to study.. haha.. i didnt la.. but there were a few times i really wanted to stop.. at that time i still had her.. why sia.. why after my N levels, i had to chase her away? i miss her so much.. to the extremes again..
I want to study hard.. im willing to really stop maple.. maybe its because.. i was so worried i would fail my N levels.. this is what that spurs me on? i also know that.. i want to show her im not useless.. want to prove to her.. i need her back :'(
just now.. i trained maple.. DAM tired leh.. coolie zombies there.. now 56%.. started off with 30%.. i started around 2:30.. stopped around 6:30..now its 7:25.. dam tired.. i played abit like a robot lor.. see monster then press D (powerstrike).. din even went through my brain.. abit like i was posssessed.. 4 hrs.. 1 hr now 6.5%.. zzz its around this le.. my lvl also not say very high mah..
haix.. must start reading my books le.. i want read finish at least half of each book. before sch reopens!
xmas is coming.. i have plans for this xmas =)
3:16 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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