Saturday, January 07, 2006
fate has ended, flame has died,
love is over, trampered like a flower..
promises are broken, you aren't concerned.
feelings are dead, words unsaid.
the rain outside, best describes my sorrow,
it reminds me of our love, being cold and shallow..
though your feelings for me are no more,
but i do hope we are great friends like before.
it seemed to be agony to go through this,
but what i really did experience, was bliss.
i mean every word that i say,
from before till this fateful day.
i truly enjoyed the times we have shared,
and recall clearly the vows i have declared,
that Si Hwee i loved, will never come back,
you are no longer her, that is a fact.
that Si Hwee will always be the girl I love most,
up till the day my eyes are tightly closed.
tears fill my red swollen eyes,
as i recall the times which made the world so nice.
i have made myself very guilty,
for a spur moment of action, which was very silly,
i have killed the girl of my dreams on 21st October,
may my conscience haunt me into despair forever..
words of caution are what i have for you,
you are very naive, dun deny, this is true.
alas, things are far beyond our control,
or happy days and a loving life would follow..
My love for the old Si Hwee will always be,
for i'll be there for her endlessly,
now i managed to see all i should see, my vision that she and me, will never be...
that was not a poem.. its a prose of my feelings.. SH and i have reached an extent that.. made it almost impossible for us to continue.. Si Hwee i had alot of important things to tell u face to face.. but u dun believe me.. these truths.. guess u wont get to know enough things of urself.. maybe u will understand slowly.. i wish u all the best.. i will also let you know, that i am cleverer than you.. wait till i've proven it =)
(time now : 5:22pm)
To know others, is intelligence,
To know yourself, is true wisdom.
4:39 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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