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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
days without SH.. not bad le.. more in control now..
she hates me alot lols..
that week de events can forget it.. initially i did not want to update my blog anymore..
2 days ago.. at night.. we went out to eat sakae sushi.. we went to cwp.. but zz in Ang Mo Kio MRT station, some kid asked me, (I WAS WITH ALEX LEH! THAT BLOODY AH BENG), "uncle, is this the lane to go to jurong east?"
diao... why am i the uncle.. and not alex.. but Alex cleared the doubt for me, he bookshop uncle rmb? xD .. his knowledgeable reply was 'when kids see people older than them, its uncle for sure'
after that went to cwp.. but the sakae there close.. >.<
so no choice.. went to the food court there to eat.. i ordered alot, omelette rice + chicken chop i think.. >.< wasnt very hungry actually..
i didnt swallow my food properly.. that must be why i got a sore throat now.. heaty mah..
the next day go sch.. halfway very tired.. headache.. sleepy.. i thought i couldnt concentrate anymore... thats why i didnt really bother to stay in sch.. i requested to go home.. upon reaching home i did homework.. then i wanted to sleep.. but decided to maple abit.. and i ended up mapling till night.. before all of us went to sakae in cwp..(hey my Maple found Dark Ritual again lols.. 87 magic atk, but price drop, its now 21m =( )
it was fun eating with them la.. but Alex treat me like small kid.. thinking that i dunno the various food products of a jap restaurant =x.. i didnt really tell him that i know, just there being an innocent little angel.. like i always were =x 0:)
i have friends who really care for me~!! Iris, YingXin, Alex, Leroy, Bra, Ray, Mun, Shi Hui, Yi Jin and many other more.. thanks to all of u.. now i really realise that friends and family are more important to me.. i hugged my dad last night and said "i love u papa" and gave him a peck on the cheek =x like a little boy.. well in his eyes i will always be a little boy erh..
we walked leh.. from woodlands mrt to admiralty mrt.. it wasnt that far.. if we go to cwp again.. i will insist that we walk to admiralty mrt again lols.. we talked abt lots of things.. including a plan to get rich on maple.. we gonna pool our money together (dun underestimate.. can exceed 50m),
to make scrolled items to sell..
last night i had a dream.. in my dream.. it was really realistic.. some might say it was a lewd dream.. but i dreamt of.. a demon.. a demon who loved me, and i loved her.. but she and i.. were 2 different people.. i was the hero in my dream.. but to save the people.. i forsaked my love.. its really mystical.. even after i woke up.. i felt that i still had feelings for that demon.. even now, around 4-5 hours have passed.. i still remember the details of my dream.. i might write a story on it, or perhaps make a movie out of it in future, that is if i still rmb.. if this demon really exists in this world.. i'd like to look for her.. she may be the one to replace SH in my heart..
(i really dun want to hate SH.. but im forcing myself too.. because she will never come back to me)
2:58 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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I wish for a better tomorrow!
I wish for peace.