Tuesday, January 24, 2006
quarrelled with Si Hwee again last night. end of our friendship le, we both won't be in each other's life anymore. to be honest i dont want it this way also.. so Si Hwee.. or if anyone is reading, please pass the msg to her, so that she can call me for one last time. it won't affect my happiness, nor make me love Si Hwee again.
it is because, i have my Yu Min already. Really love Yu Min. Thanks for being the one to free me from my misery and replace it with happiness. just today alone, whole day smsing u, every period, every hour since u awake till sleeping. my phone even got confiscated in school, luckily i got it back.
went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha, not a bad film, but it stirred my heart. Im glad this time its Yu Min i am thinking of, if i were thinking of SH, it would have been nothing but sorrow.. i will definitely cherish Yu Min alot.. not only because of a darn show, but i know what she needs.. she needs me~ girls are meant to be loved and i know of a girl who needs my love. Si Hwee doesn't need my love =)
this way.. its probably better for everyone else. but for now, i will be able to concentrate on my studies, and have a happy life with Yu Min.
and my father is irritating again, today i had fever, didnt want to go to sch, he threatened to kick me out of the house if i didnt go to sch o.O
12:14 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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