Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i got hurt today.. many many times.. right after yesterday.. i was so happy yesterday......
really very hurt today.. at first in school.. Yu Min thinks that.. maple is more important than she is.. when will she ever learn that.. SHES THE MOST IMPT TO ME.. zz im angry now.. but i still contained my anger.. shes giving me the cold shoulder now..
miscommunication again.. i dunno how long she and i will last le.. shes not even willing to talk when shes angry.. how will we be together.. sigh.. i also dunno what to say..
i missed her badly.. she didnt let me see her.. and.. i just somehow feel.. shes afraid to be seen with me..
i was at home.. playing maple.. didnt realise she was online.. but i thought of her.. and i alt tab to check.. she was online le.. i was just honest with her.. telling her straight i was playing maple.. i just didnt want to lie to her.. she felt that maple more important than her again..
aiyah i also no mood liao la.. my whole day filled with fears.. jealousy.. and misery.. im so upset now.. i dun know how long i can carry on like this..
5:37 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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