Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Mervyn has decided to try to change as much bad habits for the better.. including those that dont benefit me.. i have decided.. to do things that are for the good of myself or for others.. things that dun benefit anyone are deemed unncessary =D
take the Si Ying case as example.. oh i haven explained what happened..
this girl in my class.. i sat beside her that time for geography.. linked tables.. i was looking at her earrings.. that is if i didnt remember wrongly.. but other people thought i wanted to kiss her.. some thought i wanted to smell her hair.. -.-"
so yea.. got into a fight with someone over that also.. i didnt hit back.. i was about to report him neh.. but i realised not worth it.. odds were against me.. everyone was thinking i was gonna kiss her.. omg? my first kiss.. would i be so dumb to give it to her..?
then after that.. ytd la.. i realised.. WeiLong(SY's bf) was waiting at the bus stop for me.. one gd thing was that i was late for sch lol.. so i didnt see him.. but then i was thinking.. i shld go find him and let him whack me.. cause.. i did do wrong.. i told Minmin.. she was worried for me.. this made my heart ache.. i made my darling worry for me.. and definitely after i get hit.. she will definitely be upset for me also..
so i decided to change for the better.. i went to look for him.. but cannot find him.. i dun plan to let him wait for me in school either.. maybe i will tomorrow..
and just not long ago.. just barely 40 mins ago.. oO seems long.. i read my darling's blog.. so sweet.. so touching.. i try my best to pass a message to her.. Yu Min, i love u alot as well.. i promise u.. really promise u that i will try to treat u better.. =x actually i think i treat u very well le.. but try to treat u abit more better lo~ i also dunno what to say.. also at a loss for words.. i was thinking of a poem on my way home.. now i write it here.. its dedicated for u..
-erh sry.. i was writing halfway i decided to delete that poem-
i rather write a better one.. the starting is quite good so i dun want to waste this poem when my mind so blank..
but remember something..
My dear and I, hand in hand..
My love for Minmin knows no end.
She loves only me and no other man..
Yu Min and Mervyn are the greatest friends =)
true love.. both parties feel so natural that they are like friends =D Muaz YM!
-=only you rule my heart, YM=-
8:13 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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