Friday, February 10, 2006
O lvl results really upset me.. i realised.. whether i get good grades or lousy ones.. i will cry nxt yr =) because im such a good friend.. definitely got friends will cry.. sadly.. today alot of my friends cry le.. my friends.. my classmate.. this year is worst..
i never went to see SH.. as i had been waiting for.. its not because.. well.. i dunno how to say.. not because i lazy.. haha.. but because i got Yu Min.. im not being unfaithful also.. see her also no pt.. SH and i are 2 impossible souls..
Minmin.. today's entry is meant for u.. for u to understand.. and for u to know.. maybe.. before the day we went out.. MAYBE.. M.A.Y.B.E.. , if the fact of you rejecting me, can bring my feelings for SH back.. i might have wanted it that way.. cause i used to like loving SH.. but now.. i like loving you more.. i am happy.. if you dont know what i mean.. ask me =) i tried simplifying le.. i'll explain to u.. dun misunderstand le.. pls.. now i only want to love you.. maybe back then.. i didnt know how it felt to love someone.. who loves me so much also.. and yet.. we both are so natural..
i wont cheat ur feelings.. i guarantee that i wont leave u.. i wont look down on u.. and i will forgive u for every mistake..
i will spoil u.. love you.. care for u.. and always be there for u..
dear.. i may write alot of poems.. though they are like rubbish.. but its what i usually do to girls.. this is the first time i sweet talk.. even though i have all along been mushy =x
no one is at fault for our relationship like this .. is we both dunno how to love each other.. but its alright.. learn with me ok?
i love you alot.. i need you too.. M and M.. we agreed de.. we said we be the first couple to last forever mah.. though i dont really believe in forever.. but i know u and i can make it.. all along.. heaven has been fair to us.. correct things happen at the right time.. and u need me just like i need u.. i also dont know if we really really can last forever.. but.. u can prove me wrong =D MUACKX
9:51 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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