Monday, March 13, 2006
I had a dream of Yu Min.. i dunno.. after that long long post.. i had a dream of Yu Min.. she didnt want to talk to me even in my dream...
i dun even rememeber what time i woke up ytd.. i only know now is 8.15 pm+.. and i have been awake for more than 28 hours.. not tired.. i even went for a 40 minute non-stop jog this morning.. actually i was quite happy this morning while jogging..
right now i am really so hurt.. Yu Min will never give me a chance to clear the misunderstandings le.. im feeling so lost.. she knows i had another account which added her on MSN. she has blocked that account le.. i really dunno how.. my hopes for the watch has been dashed.. but im not giving up.. im still finding it..
i can really quit MS or ANYTHING she asks of me.. oh boy.. i really love her alot.. she doesnt give a damn abt me..
heard the song Kiss Goodbye today.. i dont know the lyrics yet.. i only know 'mei yi ci he ni fen kai'.. i and my Min.. fen kai many times le.. i wish i can hug her.. never to let go..
*just a childish boy embracing that irrealistic dream*
8:17 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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