Sunday, May 14, 2006
yesterday was wonderful(12th May and 13th May).
I've got babywenn..
i've also proposed to her on maple..
what's past is past. thus.. for the missing one month.. i will not account for anything that happened to me.
This babywenn is from my primary sch, Ai Tong. i suddenly feel very proud of my primary school, because i know that my primary school nurtures potential and discipline in everyone.
almost everyone from that school will release their potential, and become a talent in any aspect.
In life, there are ups and downs, pros and cons. In life, there is also hypocrites and liars. but now.. i only have one wish and one goal to work for.. i just want to settle down properly... i just want to do what i can.. for close to one year now, i have been a very unhappy person. my only happiness are from my best friends. Having people to respect my Maple, having people to respect my damage in Maple.. having people to idolise me, trust me, and have faith in my trading-ethnics (of mesos for cash), is not what i really want. sitting in front of the computer all day long, is neither what i want.
it is just so difficult, why are there people out there trying to disturb me, especially rumour-mongers.. what does she gain from spreading tales about me? if we went each other's way.. why does it still happen..? zz
dam pissed and upset with what happened during the 'climax' of my day. i know what and i know who i want, and i beseech people to stop disturbing me! 'its over.. '<< i wasnt the one who said it back then.
i just hope.. that its a misunderstanding involved. i rather use my mouth to settle everything, its my best weapon.
(sorry for making this post such an unpleasant one.. not in a very good mood)
12:27 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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