Thursday, June 22, 2006
just ate after 24 hrs no food.
i wanted to write an email for Wen, an email i know she would not stop reading till the end if she would even open it. but she doesnt want me to contact her anymore.. i guess i have nth to say.
people who really know me.. not necessarily my truest nor best friends, will definitely know im an honest man.. and now.. she feels im cheating her all along? wdf.
maple guild disbanded.. im fhking lonely now.. i want sch to reopen.. desperate for it now..
cakee told me this : theres no such thing as being unable to put a relationship down.. its only whether u want to or not. i guess i know the meaning.. forget it Wenn.. ur questions abt WS and ur psychology will never be answered.
P.S : im not the type who will put the blame on someone, as you shld know from the very first day u noe me, i will never bad-mouth my ex after a breakup.
*i wanna hug her now*
11:50 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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