I'll - leads to words of mine. "I" means myself as an individual, I am important, thus I is capitalised.
Love - leads to posts. "Love" in actual fact is just a word, it does not exist in RL =x.
you - leads to links. *YOU* have appeared in my life =)
Forever - leads to tagboard. What really is 'forever'?
Promises - leads to my profile. "Promises" exist to be cherished and believed.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Each time i have a breakup, i will dedicate a post to that girl.
This is the 3rd time. To [Wen]. {i dont think she will even read this}
I was watching Wo Jia You Ge He Dong Shi.
i noticed many things.. and there are things i want to tell you.
Firstly.. why didn't you give me enough time? ><
http://www.friendster.com/lordloveless
-What is maturity? It is the aftermath of seeing through sorrow. Innocence and childishness, what is the difference? It is the same logic.
-Liu Yue'er had a foul temper. So did you. I knew I could handle it, why didn't you give me more time? [Another thing in common you two had. Your Maple Cat's name is baby. And so is her pet dog.]
-What keeps a marriage sacred, is in keeping promises. [I really regret not keeping that promise. I was unaware.]
-Compromise and learn to forgive. It's the way to be free in life.
-She fought for what's hers. Why isn't a woman's love enough for a guy? Why must she share a man with concubines? [I didn't fight for you.]
Anyway these are just a few highlights I noticed. The main points are here.
Even when feelings have faded, I can reach you and make you fall in love with me. If we two can fall in love again, you will only have happy memories of us. It will be the fairytale we both are searching for.
I'll repeat this to you..
From now on, I will love you and only you.. Spoil you.. Never argue with you.. Live up to my promises and never lie to you. Always protect you.. Agree with you.. Believe and have faith in you. I'll stand up for you no matter where and when.. Share your laughter, wipe away all your tears and cheer you up when you are sad. You will be the prettiest and only one in my eyes. You will be the only one in my dreams too, as well as the only one in my heart.
Whether you remember me or not, I still regard you as my wife.
[My bad, I argued with you, did not fulfill my promise, it was more like you protecting me, i did not agree with you at all times. I started off not trusting you, good thing i changed in time. And it seemed i spoilt your mood and made you cry more than cheering you up. But you have really been the one I loved only, and the one i tried to spoil. Only one in my eyes, dreams and heart.
I came online just to write this for you. If you have read, tag my board so that I will know. Good luck with your new boyfriend(if you already got one), anyway I'm sure by November, you will definitely have someone new.. take care of your health.. and.. your eyes..
I will never badmouth you in front of anyone, because i have nothing ill to say about you. you were the nicest one can be, and having you was my fortune. thank you for teaching me so many things. i'm sure knowing you is the turning point of my life. i believe, i will mature soon =)
To date, the promises i broke are less than you >< but im sure u had ur reasons. maybe you really felt sure that you didn't want to be with me.. hope we can continue what we left behind in this life, in our next incarnation. ich mag du.
5:59 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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I wish things will go my way..
I wish for a better tomorrow!
I wish for peace.