Tuesday, June 27, 2006
actually honestly.. i dunno what else to say but sorry, after a quarrel that is.
many things on my mind.. i had a whole load to blog before i came online..
she's happy.. im happy for her.. as for me.. i doubt i will get another relationship soon.. not even after 'O's.. to get a partner, is to hurt her and to hurt me tremendously.. i knew it.. liars only appear in drama.. real life still have no liars.. i rather be the naive me..
her blog no longer has a trace of me, for that im kinda happy.. how i wish now.. someone will wack me hard.. wake me up.. numb my feelings.. i will find a fight in sch today..
i really never flirted with anyone.. i loved Wen wholeheartedly.. maybe now.. that's why she never trusted me or anything.. its not her fault..
i told WenSong, yang bu jiao, fu zhi guo, jiao bu hao, shi zhi duo..
it simply means.. if there's no education for the child, the father is at fault.. if not well-taught, the teacher is lazy..
she neither has a father or a teacher.. no one can blamed her EVEN if she did made mistakes..
that's what i told him before i knew the truth..
as for my blog.. im considering whether or not to leader all posts back to the time i was mia..
tagboard will be up when im online.. now im trying not to come online.. especially not tonight..
my blog.. my precious memories.. but.. its 2 months in vain.. what shld i do?
i really love her alot.. i went crazy.. i over-reacted abt everything.. im currently listening to a song WS sent me.. ai hai tao tao.
zhi yao ni guo de hen hao, she me dou yi bu zhong yao.
wo bu hui gu yi da rao, gen bu hui rang ni fan nao..
quitting MS.. i might sell my acnt for $102.90? LOL. nah.. will start studying very very hard.. i will wait for her.. when im more successful, i will approach her.. i hope she forgets everything about me.. so that i can start anew.. i will let her forget me.. i wont disturb her too..
if she and him really everlasting fairytale.. i dun mind waiting a long time..
i wish u all the best..
-for some time i wont be online.. even if i am, i dun wanna be on my blog.. i need a break-
-this will hopefully be the last time i will be online in the morning before sch.. because i know im gonna be late agn-
7:06 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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