Wednesday, June 21, 2006
20.05.06 - Wen married me on MS.
20.06.06 - she married another.
really dam hurt dam sad.. i dunno what to say also..
i dun believe she dont love me le. i know Wen, you will come back to my blog =)
Love dont fade that fast. I know you really loved me.
i have learnt another lesson. all best things in life are free...
i wanted the best for Wen.. and i have spent $ on her. but it was really wrong.. she didnt like it.. it wasnt what she wanted.. she would be satisfied as long as her beloved is a darling to her everyday. i failed to see that.
in my relationship with Wen, from start till the end, everything was on monetary terms. i was spending $ at first.. and then became a fking loser.. being calculative abt everything i gave her. Wen pls do not misunderstand [that is if you can bring urself to read this far]. the reason why i wanted to be calculative.. was so that.. i can forget every single thing.. and try to be like the old me. u think i would have wanted ur mesos or whatever? no..
just now in J8... got a haircut.. there playing xiaohai bu ben2.. before i knew wen, i watched it there once, after i knew wen.. another time.. now... end le.. agn =/ then i went to amk.. then walk to bishan. walked through the park.. zz i really miss Wen >.< and i know im dam naggy.. ok thats all.. nite.
8:09 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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