Sunday, July 02, 2006
changed my skin because, i think i am sick of it. i stuck to my old skin for so long.. 9 months.
im unlike -her- , sian liao just change. im more sentimental than that =x
today went to study with friends, SiYing and LiLei, friends of mine who are my classmates. When I listened to the songs in LL's hp, my eyes became teary. both of them did not know. suddenly a tear dripped onto my hand and the paper which i was doing. i took a picture of it with my handphone secretly. I don't think either of them knew i dropped a tear.
it is a tear-of-true-love, which is sought in fairytales usually. my eyes get teary very often, but its the first time i shed a tear after the breakup with Wen. if i had a bottle, believe me, i would have kept that tear. im gonna bring a small empty glass bottle with me from now on.
i believe i have found out why i changed my attitude towards Wen. i do miss her alot. the song im writing for her.. i wonder if i get to sing to her. it is a very nice song to me, im still lacking a title. i need opinions from friends. MinTing said not bad =o, can i believe? =x
tmr its time for me to study again. still owe my maid $50. i'll probably save this week and have a very good feast at the end of the week.. Fish and Co anyone? xD
21st July there's musical night, a musical concert by my school, anyone wanna go? =o
my 17-yr-old birthday was so important to me because ...................... ah i dun wanna say.. but i was so excited that i even went to a dentist on 24th May. will anyone remember me on my bday nxt yr? how will i react on her bday nxt yr.. knowing im not the bf of hers going to her house. lol.
1:19 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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