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Sunday, July 09, 2006
yesterday i went to pcbunk to meet boss.. danced para too.. i improve loads.. got my confidence back.
i didnt get to confess to YuXuan~ i walked from my sch to catholic high.. she was there putting up an exhibition.. she's so capable =) i wanted to see her.. but was unable to.
at night i walked from Dhoby Ghaut to Far East.. i thought of YuMin.. thought of Georgina.. i admit.. i missed Wen too.. then I miss Si Hwee.. and Cyndy.. because I went to Roy's place to watch initial D.. of course I thought of Yu Xuan.. to the anonymous tagger : u can say all u like.. i can trace ur IP and check who u are.. but waste my time nia.
learnt something new to add into my speech for speech contest : A man has to find a world of its own. Being without a world of his own, life is meaningless.
was supposed to be MC for the Youth Concert.. Sat morning 8.30 am was the rehearsal. i didnt turn up thanks to my maid waking me up late.. my comp was affected by virus. i stayed up till 6am + tryin to get rid of it.. its not gone yet.. but soon bah.. a friend i knew today introducing me a prog.
i did have a slight chance of seeing Yu Xuan today.. >.< but i didnt.. i gave it up because i had news that Wen was going to PC BUNK at dhoby ghaut today. i immediately told myself that im gonna find my spects.. and i did.. i lost it for 37 days.
i made many new friends, and i realised i was actually so well-known for the megaphones Wen shouted against me lol. just now heard alot of stories about girls.. sigh.. most girls these days -.-"
i also watched the initial D the day before.. i really detest girls who pretend alot.. whatever their reasons, they still cheated.. i fast-forwarded all the girl scenes while watching.
cab fare back was $9.15 .. im broke again. hunting a 100m+ item in maple now.. hope i get it.
Guo Huo -- Zhang Xin Zhe
Ze me ren xin guai ni, fan le cuo,(how can i bear to blame u for the mistakes u commited)
shi wo gei ni zi you, guo le huo. (it was me who gave u too much freedom)
rang ni gen ji mo, cai hui xian ru gan qing xuan huo. (made u lonelier, causing u to fall in love's trap)
Ze me ren xin rang ni shou ze mo, (how can i bear to cause you hell?)
shi wo gei ni zi you, guo le huo. (it was me with my overdone giving-in)
ru guo ni xiang fei, shang tong wo bei. (if you wanna fly free, i'll bear all the pain.)
accidentally saw a pic of wen being hugged by her current. did i really get over her? i changed the page asap. anyway forget it. I love YuXuan.. and im sure after the stories i heard today.. i love YuXuan more.. i cherish her more.. i wont regret loving her this way, because she really is worth my love.. im not giving myself false hope..
4:53 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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