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Monday, August 21, 2006
it has been a week since i accounted for any events in my life..
sigh.. its been 1 whole week.. and even 2 days longer than that, since my last blog post.. as well as the day i tried to tell her the identity of LordLoveless..
tmr still got sch =/ but i dun wanna sleep..
last week ar.. it was really great that day, went to watch fireworks on friday night, but unfortunately, i was held back at home.. resulting into causing Alex, Leroy and MinTing to miss the first night of fireworks.. *actually it was second last* =o
thankfully, there was another night to watch.. or i'll really be dam guilty..
spent the rest of the night with my 2E1 classmates, Eoin, Glen and KengSeng.. and Sebastian who was not a 2E1-nian =x that day he almost died -.- i saved his life xD
they were a joke man.. i really enjoyed myself that day.. but end up.. we saw the last 162, and let it go.. thinking that another one will come.. we all ended up.. 5 of us.. taking 2 cabs back.. so ex =/
basically.. this week.. i have been playing Pangya almost everyday.. Im getting alot better.. i have mastered Hole in Ones.. but wheres the satisfaction? my pangya life will never have her le.. really no point in playing py le.. but i just cant stop.. i wanna be higher rank.. i wanna be pro.. i wanna play with her still leh T_T
this week.. alot of her in my mind.. i even thought that i got over her at times.. but at times i still think that I still love her~ it just dun really seem possible at all.. on Tues, i asked her if she hated me more.. she said yes.. T_T imagine how i felt?
WOOT.. right now im talking to one of her friends on MSN.. that friend say.. YX not afraid of me le xD
and lol.. Maple.. people macham giving me free cash.. keep buying my mesos.. those people are stupid la actually.. give me free money one..
i dunno what to blog also.. i like the feeling of studying.. tmr after sch i might go to AMK macs and study on my own..
i wanna succeed in my Os more than anyone.. reason being my PSLE aggregate is not meant for bishan park secondary school.. i can never be contented no matter what results i get..
but the deepest truth is.. im not afraid to say or i will be blogging abt it.. i dun think anyone in BPS have the rights to despise me.. i dun want to let those sec 3s taking pure sciences and double maths.. to look down on me... because they dont deserve that honour.. though true, i dont have the chance to win them in those subjects.. but they will never get to replace the subjects im taking.. thus i have such a goal in my heart.. this bubble will never break..
just watched finish a show.. yuan lai separation from the person u love.. is really that painful.. i dunno how.. but the time im left with.. i will try my best to do the most i can for her.. =x im so shameless..
after O lvls.. i dun think i will be playing maplestory, or even pangya.. i'll most likely be playing runescape, or shattered galaxy.. i will go back to the times when i was younger.. the games i played 3-4 years ago..
with a final note.. i hope i can really stop come online~
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I wish for peace.