I'll - leads to words of mine. "I" means myself as an individual, I am important, thus I is capitalised.
Love - leads to posts. "Love" in actual fact is just a word, it does not exist in RL =x.
you - leads to links. *YOU* have appeared in my life =)
Forever - leads to tagboard. What really is 'forever'?
Promises - leads to my profile. "Promises" exist to be cherished and believed.
Friday, September 22, 2006
where to begin blogging? theres so much to say.. so little that im willing to type.. so little that i can remember.. so little to show..
how high is the possibility that this post will not be seen by anyone? =/ unless i camouflage with another post soon..
One note to begin, (jw i agree with u).. no one knows whether we will live to our next birthday.. let's cherish life from now on.. and the one we love.. do not let go of anyone important to us.. whoever u are in love with.. confess to that person.. ask for a chance from that person to let u try to win his/her heart.. do not regret ur actions in future.. whether regretting not looking that person up, or winning that person over..
last friday.. i was so disappointed.. ah well.. as the saying goes.. "disappointed pangs of love"..
i had my own kind of pick-me-up.. well what happened was.. i stayed in school.. waiting for her.. the whole week.. i had been planning on how to ask her out.. i didnt ask her eventually.. she hates me =( but my disappointment.. i cannot kid myself.. i believe im gonna change my blog song very soon.. perhaps after this post? xD
i went shopping.. i went dobby ghaut to play pangya and para para... i need the same kind of pick-me-up today.. will be going amk for para soon.. last fri.. i thought of Wen.. a song in para para was played.. and i just had to think of Wen.. my mood was brought down further..
im LordLoveless.. i wont fall in love that easily anymore. i got a metal heart. but why do i have a soft spot for everyone, guys and girls.. who has been in my life before i became so hard-hearted!?
i made 2 more new friends.. they are darn nice people.. i dun even know whether i really treat them as friends leh.. i dun think i deserve to have anymore friends.. and the fact that i have to question myself repeatedly whether they are my friends.. this alone is proof of a weak friendship.
went to take neoprint with them yesterday.. those photos are the best gifts i have received from friends for a long time -- memories..
Helen is right.. im too sentimental..
my maid is leaving =o october 1st.. she's been working in my place since i was 2 years old.. thats like.. 16 yrs.. i wonder if i will be sad.. she's a pathetic maid.. she no longer cooks because 15 yrs of her cooking is bad enough.. and she almost never does anything right..
i never wanted to love "her".. i didnt even want her to know.. why did people have to tell her.. argh.. guys cannot cry.. i wont cry.. i'll let it all out in the arcade.. ARGH! prelims are screwed.
2:48 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
I knew Fate wouldn't appear like this.
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